Well I think I'm in mourning.
This is the third season I've had my Valk, and there are just over 3600 miles on the odo. Pretty pathetic. Not much more than that on the CTX1300 I totaled before that, and even fewer on the Thunderbird I traded for the CTX. It's a pattern I've been trying not to acknowledge for most of the last 10 years, but it's finally time to face reality -- riding is just not important to me any more. And money has been getting a bit too tight these last few years with the kids' school loans and other growing expenses, so something has to give. It makes no sense to be paying on a loan and insurance for a bike that I basically need to force myself to ride maybe half a dozen times a year. Nothing wrong with the bike, it's an awesome machine -- I've just lost my desire to ride.
I took one last one-way trip to the dealers today to leave it on consignment. I'm not having any regrets, but it's kind of a big life change being the first time in over 30 years I've been without a bike. Hanging around the dealer waiting for my ride home, I had plenty of time to keep mulling it over (already done plenty of mulling before now, but it's different after the deed is done), and it's the right decision, even though it's like saying goodbye to an old friend. More like saying goodbye to what was once a fairly big part of my life and having to concede that it's now become just an unnecessary overhead.
Just venting here. I'm sure I'll get over it after a week or so of not seeing it in the garage. But right now I'm kinda sad. I can always go find something else sometime down the road if I have a change of heart and the situation changes. But for now, for the first time in a long time, I'm just another non-rider again.